Well, english and mother tongue paper for mid year have just passed and the worst is yet to come i guess... Its like damn wad lor, i nvr come to school for so long and the next thing i noe is that mid years start already... Lesson learnt:- Chao school in moderation... If can dun do it at all...
Well, nothing much today except that i woke up at 9:38 and realised i was really terribly officially late for school so i need to put up a drama with my cousin that i went to school, so quick bath, get into school uniform though i am not going to school, grab some books and put into my bag and chaoz... So i went to heartland mall and lepak... Nothing much la and can consider it the most boring shopping mall... Only if u love eating lots then go there... Wide variety of food from the inside to the outside... And if anyone wants tuition, contact me... i can help u guys try and find a tutor for the subject... The deal is much cheaper when u guys do it in a group la, i mean like group tuition... Much cheaper... Well, just helping someone with a favor to look for keen and eager kids hu wanna study...
Anyway, gotta go and i wish i can get out of this house... bubbyez... =)

Hey guys... Haha... Anyway, The Saint Patrick's School Military Band have just clinched the Gold with Honors award in the SYF central judging for band on the 13th of April!!! Your hardwork paid off guys... Congratulations to all of you... So inclusive of this gold, there are 8 gold medals on hanging on our wall...
Anyway, gonna miss my batch really soon... By August, they would leave behind their juniors and a legacy they are part of... Hope they would not forget about us and do come back regularly though... Well, i dunno wad to talk about actually... Rather happy la actually and i am still just wondering what to do at home and how the hell to arrange the furnitures at my place... haha... Nvm, i tink i jux start brainstorming all over again on how to arrange he stupid furnitures... Bubbyez...

OK, hello people... Well, I have something to say for today... To this person, and u noe hu u are... this is if u are reading... Well, i seriously have no idea whether to hate u anot for leaving me alone when i needed u like crazy cause u have something else to take care of... Well, i regret having to leave u but i did not mean forever and now that both of us are in deep SHIT, u are putting more SHIT onto me with all those burden u cant complete and need me to complete it for u!!! Well, i cant continue on further as i have sinned alot and sinning against u shall be worst then all the other sins i have ever committed... I shall say i wanna give up on life because of U but i will be wasting ur time having to bring me here rite...
Ok, ignore the first part people... Hello, haha... Well, today... Sorry to those people who called me and i wasn't able to pick up since i have became a babysitter and i pity the baby cause i was so frustrated that i forgot to check the temperature of the milk... Lucky u did not drink the milk... only a drop on ur tongu rite... Hehe... Sorry, if only u can read...
And my life have been a boredom these days since i cant do much other then babysit and entertain some people's need but lucky i have the babies to accompany me... They're so cute!!! But only if they recognize me cause they do not want people they dun recognize to carry them... Haha, still, they're cute... The only thing which makes me happy in times of sadness...
Anyway, good luck for SYF people!!! Its gonna be fun, trust me... Haha, adios guys... Gotta go... Bubbyez...

By the way, just telling u guys... The title never have anything to do with whatever i am going to write since the first time this blog is made... HAHAHAHA!!! Ok, lame...
Well, some people comments when some people smile too much and speculate alot of stuffs... Like ,"I tink u have a crush on me"... Well, wads wrong with being friendly... Unless if u are smiling in a rather bitchy and slutty way as if u wanna tell that fella i wanna..........i wont describe... It can get long and rather interesting which will get boring... It gets sick along the way... Ok, no sex talk... Yeah, thats wad someone said to me when i do not know him at all and i suddenly saw him at the playground... By accident of course... Not forgetting that he so is trying to be kylie minogue but.... CANNOT MAKE IT LA MINAH/MAT/KEWAT!!! Wadever u call him la... Its an it... Cross dressed... I tink even lutfi would look prettier or probably just give it to kenneth... Never seen him in tudung rite? Hmmm, lets give it a try sometime yeah? Haha, joking ah... I bored la so i need to get lame before studying and then sleep... Whehehehe!!!
ok people... i getting damn lame and i dun wanna get lamer... Dun worry, me no psycho crazy over making babies... trust me, thats the last thing i must concentrate on for the time moment... for now, my life, my studies, and wad to do after coming to school...
Ok, gtg... C ya... Bubbyez...

Hi guys... Anyway, i seriously think that getting love sucks... Its really damn painful but only until u get it then will u find the good things in love... In some cases, happiness is exceptional after getting loved... Trust me, i dunno wad the hell i am talking about... Anyone reading this, can give me a wake up call please... Wonder hu is...
Ok la, tired... Sleepy la... Bubbyez...

Whoa!!! Haha... At last the internet came back to life!! For my comp i mean... Hehe...
By the way, have been bz dis few days... Dunno wad is coming up with thos world cause it seems like they love to marry and then divorce.... Whahahaha!!! Cant imagine some people taking the life of their CHILDREN like A BLOODY GAME!!! must be taught a lesson... Whahahaha!!!
Sorry, reieving stress... Ok, am busy this days with some stupid occurrences at home... Hehe, rather irritating and yet fun and tats why i am down with this stupid fever right now... Whehehehehe.... People, u guys noe i am a mad boy so please do not mind me laughing like a mad ass!!! Wahahahaha!!! Am high on panadol now and i gona sleep soon and also lutfi, if u are reading this, thank u for telling some people hu i lyk hor... Whahahaha!!! Pray for me they do nothing stupid PLEASE!!! Scared la, hehe... By the way, just asking if u wan.... I tink i better shut up or else there goes lutfi's secrets... Whahahaha... Like as if he have alot anyways... Whehehehe!!!
Ok peeps... Gotta go... Panadol taking effect... Damn cool, i mean the sofa i sleeping on... Since some people just spilled ice water on it... Gtg now... Bubbyez...

ok, absolutely boring entry for today since meroy needs to go off as soon as i reached... my fault la for not coming down earlier... blame this lutfi... ask me help him wif secretary stuffs, whahahaha... kkz... like tat oni... bubbyez... hehe...

Hey people... Getting rather sleepy and just look at the time i am posting this stupid entry... Haha...
Yeah, March holidays are here... Can u imagine it, started off the holidays with a band camp... Nice times i have ever had... Its the last one i have with my original batch anyways... Yeah, and well.... rather heartbroken but i not gonna tell the story here... I seriously dunno lorz... Haha...
Its like u know, u like this person for 3 half years... I better stop here... hehe... The rest, u continue the story la hor...
nothing much to write about band camp la actually, nothing to write about the holidays neither anything much about life... Actually, thinking back, there are lots i gotta write but i am not going to pick up a whole day on the computer... Furthermore, its for the public and i do not want to be a selfish bitch when i am already an irritating bitch myself... 1 bitchy title is enough of a burden to carry!!! Whahahahahahaha!!!
Ok peeps... I shall end off here... Boring right? Yeah i know... haha, i am not a net entertainer to entertain U PEOPLE with my life stories which are rather......................corny? yeah... Although i can say that its kind of filled with tons of sins... Probably a reason i cannot get perfect love myself.... and people, keep tagging!!! Haha, thanks to those who tag on my bloggie!! kkz people, gotta go... I have a whole line of fan waiting to use the computer i think... I THINK!!! They like siting so i dunno if they one so Bubbyez!!!

Hi people... Ok, today was quite a nice day...
First, was able to wake up on time at last, so i bathe and then heat some leftover noodles for breakfast while eating some butter cookies... Then went out quickly go to corne's house... Thanks Kenneth and family for inviting or else i could not imagine what might i be doing at home... Haha... Then we were practicing so i asked kenneth about what am i suppose to do for the orientation camp since i am not going... He replied, "Go ask your new batch la..." Hurted me... Sob... But i had fun still... Not really an insult... I like it, if he actually meant it as a joke i mean...
After that went Parkway with ivan... Go eat and then meet james and frank and ivan lim... They damn nice sia, treat me to some ice cream... Haha... Thanks guys... And we already ordered our SYF files!!! Be ready people cause there shall be no more messy files...
After that i went to courts to settle some stuffs, then meet my new batch members who were at parkway again... They went off and i waited for Hilmi, Alan and Meroy... Like damn long but was a good wait... Went to east coast and since i cannot ride a bicycle, i like must take the 2 seater which gave hilmi a lot of trouble riding it with me to eat... Thanks for the meal meroy, really good pasta and pizza... Thanks... Then ride back, but its better now since i riding with alan who cooperate better off with me unlike hilmi who goes at his own speed that i must not allow my legs to even reach the pedal... Only when he slowed then i will... Then went macs get some drinks... After that went home and as soon as some people get home, i got a scolding for not sleeping yet... So people, take care of yourselves and this week is so gonna be boring i think... I think... Bubbyez... Good night...

Hey guys, today is the day of experimenting for me... WEll, i could not sleep so i asked the counsellor to what to do... She prescribed sleeping pills and before i slept, i took one and never should i forget to mention the time... It was about 12am...
Still, i could not close my eyes although my eyelid is heavy... Sleepy, but cannot sleep... So i decided to type a testi for my young secretary in malay... Hope he understands what the hell i am typing about for his testi... Ok, out of the point... So i went to sleep and guess what time did i wake up... I retained my position in the family holding the title wild boar still for sleeping the longest... Haha... Yupp, at 12pm, i woke up and i was just on time for mosque... So as the deal with my mum had come by, i cannot go for band if i do not attend school... Erm, anyone mind becoming my alarm clock? Gimme a call or something at 5:30... I really wanna go back to school... Please?
Ok, until here only guys... Big day for someone today so i must attend... Haha.... Bubbyez, take care and have fun.... =)

Hello guys, haha... Well, i am still tired from mugging like mad but yet not absorbing anything... Wrong method of studying probably... Well, just failed my chemistry by 5%... Ahhhhhh... Wad is so wrong with giving me that 5 marks liao... I mean, ok la... Gotta work my ass off much harder...
Anyway, am bored... And i just got this table cloth which is at last comfortable to clean since its plastic and do nt need washing and suitable for lazy people like me... Yawn, i still feel like sleeping... Not enough... Today, history test... TYco bodoh.... Haha, i was just preparing a mind map on it... But still, i do not know how to format the answer so i would not be expecting good grades other then for malay, and both my maths.... Haiz... Terrible sial....
Anyway, until here so dun accuse me of not updating mi bloggie... Haha... Nitez guys, sleep tight... Bubbyez...

Ok, hello after so long of not updating... Sorry, my computer got problem la... Haha!!!
Ok, today was a great day... Congrats to all those who did well for their o's and condolences to those who have not done well... Until here only... busy studying history which i still am gonna fail... Bubbyez...

Hello people, haha... I damn bored now siaz, my mum at home... HAHA, like she came at last... She quite surprised at how clean the house is actually... Come on, i am a full fledged house kid... And i am proud of it...
Ok, today i went to school again and as expected, Irfan not there to take us p.e... Overall, p.e was tiring cause we were like running round the track and one whole big round... I forced myself to keep on running that my thighs were hurting but when it comes to soccer, nothing can resist the temptation of that round ball and nothing would prevent me from joining in to kick that ball... Wahahahaha!!! After that, Additional Maths... Miss Teo as usual with all her boring Maths... I find it rather boring cause its the second year i am seeing her face and going to meet her for another year!!! OH MY GOD!!! never mind... I still owe her a whole unwritten notebook... Damn... Then its recess, went collect physics notes from Mr Tan who lectured me about my attendance also... Went down and did Malay homework and after that, its physics... Thought i was missing out alot but there were more people leaving more blanks then i do so have not really missed too much... After that, pure history... Boring as usual... Since Mr Lim naver come, Bro Kelvin took us to do history which the class majority did not complete... Mother tongue last and i lied to cikgu that i did not memorize my peribahasa... Of course i did... But who cares...
After school, went airport, eat study a little and then almost sleep... Meroy came so those who were there, Nigel, Shawn, Lutfi, Jeremy, Nicholas, Me were using meroy's computer listen to music and we were like listening to The National Anthem where Shawn got out of tune and after that we were making noise that someone came scolding vulgarities at us... We bastard Shawn and let him get interrogated... After that, went tm then home... Until here, boring right... I know, haha... ok people... Bubbyez...

Hello people... The day seems great for me today anyway, other then me being disappointed that the band room is not open at all for today... Haha... Who ask me not to come to school right? Yeah, my fault...
Anyway, was at school today and i kind of wanted to lash out what the hell have been wrong with me that i have been doing crazy things but.... Haiya, must control before the whole world actually know what had happened... Haha, right... So i had my interview with miss teng, miss teo, almost got mrs er and a reprimandation from whom i consider heartless since last year, mr tan chiew seng... Cannot stand his face, guts, wits... Whatever of him, was just about to tell him something like,"Mind my language but why not get urself into my shoes and feel how the fuck it feels like........"......To Be Continued... But as usual, i must still control my temper, abstein from hitting someone's face cause i have been causing lots of blue-blacks on particular someone... Sorry, hehe, but u were irritating the hell out of me... Wahahaha!!!
So after school went eat at Parkway parade with Lutfi, Sheqal, Shawn, Danial and Jeremy... Sorry bout the beautiful spots on ur hand Shawn... Haha!!! U dun really deserve it, but u still deserve it!!! Haha...
After that, they accompanied me to buy a pencil case which i need like mad to organize my stuff especially my stationaries... Haha!!! Or else u can actually expect my pen to be in between some of my books while some others in my bag pocket... Haha!!! I know, i not organized and also damn messy... U cannot expect much from someone who cannot to be bothered with lots of his stuffs... Now u shall know how the secretary cupboard is when no one tended to it... Everything eveywhere in a small narrow room... At the end of the room i mean, get the picture, get the picture? That Hilmi showed me his nasty side and messed everything up even further and put everything on the floor, and i handle it myself, wanna ask for help, Hilmi caused it so i cannot be bothered to ask him, Lutfi was not secretary yet and Andrew, Erm, i would not say anything... Haha!!!
Anyway, until here only, if u want to know more, we went airport after that where we kinda get scolded for sleeping and studying over there... Haha, he wanted to call the airport police... And it was just time for us to go off so escaped from the police guy... I kind of doubting their existence cause i never saw one or i blinded myself from their sight... Haha...
Ok la, sriously, gotta go now... Nitez, Bubbyez.... I have not slept since 4 pm by the ways...

Hello again people... Ok, am seriously bored right now... at a friends house lepaking like mad and then later study... Like as if i know what to study after a whole week of not coming to school... Can be considered a term actually...
Anyways, people are thinking that i am wasting my life away... True, but i seriously need this time off... And again shall i say, any doubts u have, clarify with me!!! Well, not that i am in trouble but i am in trouble.... Confusing right... Wahahaha!!! Think about this urself la... I solved a lot of my own personal problem but after that, i get into a whole deep shit with all my friends, bandmates and worst still... TEACHERS!!! Not their fault la but its more like its mine for being such an ass to screw my own life up... But i have no regrets with what i have done... The more problematic matters solved and now to settle my conflicts... I want and need the peace with others and also my mind... Wahahaha!!!
Well, i really pity those people who are hurt by love... Although being physically hurt till that u die also be pitied, dun u think that emotionally and mentally hurt can result into negative effects too... Worst still if that person is someone really close to u... I mean this love is somehow a love between a parent and a kid... It hurts worst still when someone u have not been meeting for a long time, someone u would be waiting to see and someone u have love but yet never get to meet him... Then when that sopmeone meet u, he takes advantage of u... to satisfy that someone's needs... Jerk right... Well, got the picture... its really painful tolerating this kind of pain... Anyway, i am talking about no one here... the matter just came into my mind cause i was talking to one of my teachers about this thing... She is a sweet teacher and i know that i am going to miss her... Well, take care then everyone, god bless....
Bubbyez...

Hi guys!!! Am feeling so happy today... Nothing good to be happy about anyways but its rather the most terrible thing i have ever done in my whole school life... Ok, let me start my story...
This started out last year, on the second term of school, and i have a big terrible plan coming up due to something and it is rather successful but arised much more problems for me... For those reading this entry today, the reasons of why i wanna chao school would be revealed today... Rather stupid but i really needed this self proclaimed holiday for myself to think about my miserable life... At last getting quite a hold on myself controlling myself and my problems, my targeted one year of chaoing is coming to an end soon so i will at last be saying hello, now a real hello to school... Kinda late right... Wakakakaka!!! So people stop asking me what is wrong with me the next time i meet you for i do not want to be remembered of miserable times... Now there is nothing wrong with me... Ok, ok... I know i am nuts in doing this, at least i clarified my mind off some stuffs but angered a whole population of students and teachers... Wakakaka!!! Well, i seriously do not mind whatever i am going to get because seriously, i do not care of what is coming up from their mouths... Furthermore, it was not really teachers who have helped me in this stuffs but its more of my wonderful friends... THANK U GUYS!!!
Anyway, sorry again to Lutfi, i seriously want to achieve this aim of mine for completing one year and i really find it damn important for me... Thanks for your understanding and do clarify with me if u do not understand me... That is inclusive of any friends who still do not understand me and wanna clarify with me... But confirm some of the most important friends would clarify lots of stuffs with me... Anyway, thats all for now people, posting another tonight probably... If not tonight, tomorrow then... Wahahaha!!!
Kkz people... I gotta go... Bubbyez...

Hello people... Damn, firstly i was sick today that of course i did not go for school... Secondly, my sore throat is killing me that i cannot go for band... hope it would be fine by tomorrow so that i can perform for the memorial thing... Am wondering how Nimrod and all the other pieces would sound like and some people better find their file before i get really pissed of people accusing me of taking his file which i do not have at all and not forgetting the fact that i asked someone else to carry the stupid file for me cause my hand was hurting.... AHHHHHH!!! Screw those asses... God, when can i learn about responsibility and show them how to be responsible... I think i am somehow contradicting myself... Wakakakaka!!! Ok, whatever...
Ok, no more band stuff, it somehow kind of piss me off that i cannot be there and shout at others for doing the mistake that they have done which i have not done... Was watching television while applying lots of ice on myself when i realised that nothing turning out fine... My fever got worst instead of better, so i decided to off the television since i could not sleep and i am forcing myself to sleep but the thing which told me not too off and quite a valuable lesson... it tells me to kill all mosquitoes u can ever find in your house cause its the deadliest animal on earth... Just look at the amount of people suffering from dengue or malaria... Its been rising like crazy since the 1970's... Ok, whatever his topic is getting relatively boring...
Ok people, anyway be happy always and dun forget to smile... When u brighten up someones life, it brightens up yours too... Ok... Bubbyez...

Hello everyone... Things have not been good these days, but at least i have all my friends to still be around me and giving me motivation to carry on doing the things i like best... MUSIC!!! No doubt things have turned for the worst for the band but that does not mean that we are gonna give up right... Unless if u are a loser and want to try running from your problems... Rather stupid, i mean just try running away and live with the guilt of not improving anyone's life but instead making those after us worst... Who to be blame? If u say that it is those after us is to be blame for making the band worst, kill yourself bastard... The band does not need any selfish ass like u around... Who cares if u are a good player but do not care about those who are after us...
Well, our motto is "To Care And To Share"... By being individualistic, u are so helping the future by corrupting them even more... Would they learn the true meaning of what our motto means? Have we been doing it? Ask this question to yourself... It would solve lots of our problems, trust me... it will...
Anyway, time for me to complain and let the whole world know about my point of view... Sorry if it makes u ashamed but we should know what the hell have we been up to... The flutes, hmmm... Hope u guys can go up to Hilmi's expectations of what the flutes should be like... Getting there but not yet there... A little bit more of hardwork and teamwork can definitely bring u guys up back to your past glory... U guys were once best section for a reason u know... Clarinets, i have no idea of what Ivan is thinking about the first but he obviouly expects better playings from his first... The seconds who are under me, get ready for intensive practice... U all gonna get really sian thanks to me for we are going to repeat some bars like mad... Just like what we did for Golden Jubilee... Thirds, i have no idea what the hell have u guys been up to or doing... Bass, u guys got the section leader, woodwind leader and a band major music to work the hell out of ur asses... Overall clarinets, we gotta dissect the pieces into smaller bits detail by detail... That is wad is going to happen for seconds sectionals... Saxophones, ok la... Just need more blending into the band... Woodwinds, from some of our alumni... We are messy, terribly messy...
Ok... today only woodwinds... There would be lots more for the brass... Anyway, to my darling juniors, practice like mad please... U guys are not up to expectation yet... Believe in yourself that u can make it... And just because i ask u guys to believe, that does not mean believe and just shake your leg and keep on believing that u can make it without practicing... And stop hiding behind your seniors... Ok, until here only... And i have a feeling this is the most boring entry i have ever submitted, to u but not to me... Bubbyez anyways, gotta sleep and happy chinese new year to all the chinese reading mi blog...

Hey people, this in an entry before i go off to bed... Ok, today was fun actually... Quite memorable... And i can still remember one of the last messages i get from a reply for sending a wrong message...
Ok, lets start off from the time i wake up at 3 something... Cannot blame myself for waking up so late... I still had a laundry to fix at around 3am which ended at only about 5 something... Stupid washing machine must just disrupt my wonderful sleep... Woke up and went online straight away cause i had a dream that i complained to someone that i was bored at home and thus, first thing after waking up while i am still stinking, switch on computer... Then there i found that particular someone to complain to after saying hello to everyone online... Sorry la, damn bored la... So we were chit chatting and there came along someone else who started making a conference out of 3... i complained again about my boredom at home... But that was not part of my dream... Sorry if its too drama... Then my prayers were answered to go out, have dinner and have fun...
Met some people at Pasir Ris... Was late by 30 minutes but lucky i was not the last... Lolz... Did not say sorry, how rude of me actually but cannot blame me again... I was forced down actually... I have no idea why i am blaming others actually, probably because i am still pissed by sending a wrong message and having replied back harshly even if i said sorry...
So i met them, eat dinner, someone treat me to my food... Yupp... Dinner was power anyways... Then went Pasir Ris park play the swing and catching... Damn lame... This lightens my mood up a bit now... Haha... Back to our young days... Can u imagine someone who is 20 years old playing catching? it was seriously fun anyways...
Then time to go home... Was inside the bus when i sent a message for someone and did not get a reply so its alright since its not my message anyways... But when i received the message, i was firstly wondering why the hell is he scolding me when i did not send him anything, well that was my initial thinking... After digging really deep into the matter, its my fault for being careless but that guy does not have any right to be scolding me by wanting to put chilli in my mouth... I felt so scared(ya right)... I just apologised and say sorry... Dun want to continue anyway...
Ok, thats peeps... Bubbyez...

Hello guys, again in this early morning i am up to publish another entry for the day... Depends 0n how u view it la, yesterday or today la... Well, ok... Was suppose to go to the band room early in the morning but accidents must always happen so i need to accommodate to a new time table for that day so people, if i chao school, it means it is being stated inside my time table... Nonsense right...
Ok... Back to the incident at home... Firstly, there is something wrong with the laundry machine... only finished the mess at home at arounf 3 something and i realised the time and i was late for the SASMB's POP actually... Lolz... But i still got the time to actually post an entry and log on the computer... Haha... Organization good eh, just wondering why can't i do that at school... Lolz... So i went online and check out the map where the hell is this Saint Andrew's School in Singapore... Found it, get myself ready and i went off to SAS...
I reached the place and were looking for all the SPSMB people... Divided into 2, 1 at the corner of the parade square which is not at all a square and the others at the front rows VIP seats... Not shy eh... Ok la... The first rows right in front where they march past... Would not say that their drills are there but the main bands music is just superb... WOOHOO!!! Thats like the best 7th Night Of July i ever heard... Freaky but true, am quite reluctant to agree though... But its undeniable... They are good and it would come as a surprise if they get top 5 or something... Open your eyes SPSMB... Hanover is still not clean... If we take out all the people individually and ask them to play, whoa... So PRACTICE!!! Sorry if i do not come but circumstances are still making me confused if i still am suppose to come for practice... Well, as long as i am still here, I would try my best to come for every practice...
Then went into the hall... Would not like to comment on their intermediate's music but the flautist is POWER!!! Haha... Solo all the way but still can be heard... Then their alumni... AHHHHH!!!! God help me... Haha... The horns were like superb, their trombones outrageous, their flutes were fantastic... Everything was good la... What do u expect, they are alumnis and they have Sunny, King and Lord Of Piccolo... Ok, am being lame... Haha... But it was seriously damn good... After that it was their reception thingy... What do we have? Finger food... Ask them finger themselves la... Think what, we not hungry waiting over there from 5 to 7 izzit... Ok... ignore the part of food... Their main dish was their music which is already good enough...
After that, went makan... Gotta know some of my juniors better which is good and after that go home where i was arguing with someone regarding some stuffs over MSN... Lucky i was quite tolerant but it told me that I WAS BEING TOO NICE!!! From now on, i vow to show them what i am capable of being a student, a senior, a secretary and a band member... Haha... My new year resolution... Kinda late right... Not too late for a change though...
Ok... Until here only... Would be boring if it gets longer right... Ok people... See u some other time... Bubbyez...